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Some people want it to happen, some wish it would happen, others make it happen.- M.Jordan |
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Everytime when I'm feeling down, I'm glad that I still have this little private corner of mine to pour out my sorrow. Afterall, you still found out, but nvm, things will change, i promise. I dont want you to feel uneasy, I just want you to stay happy. Feeling real sick now. 2 papers tomorrow, i doubt i can survive. Sigh..
I'm back. Has been really busy these few weeks. Alot of changes in my life. Made a really big decision. What u owe, u always need to return. And i returned what i have owe. Hope i didnt make a wrong decision. I hope someone can save me now.
Life have been rather boring recently. Nothing happening at all, except that i lost money in this world cup. Time have been spent working and sleeping, and i need more time ! I wanna go out, i wanna meet friends, i wanna have so leisure time. There's many wants, but none came true. Sadded. School reopening in 5 days. Many things I havent done, time to do some planning. France, please draw with mexico tomorrow. Korea, please score a goal !=X
I always tell myself i need to move on, it's time to move on, I've to move on. Each time i tell myself, it's never easy to take the first step out. Have you ever, how much courage it takes, to put down your past, and get on with a new life. All the memories we had, I never forgotten any scene. You never failed to be my motivation. Yet, you seems to be gone now, long ago, and forever. Move on or not, it has been bothering me. And now, I've decided, it's really time to move on. Life's short, you have to do everything you yearned before u don't get any chance anymore. This time, it's not only words. There will be action. You are leading a good life, with a nice boyfriend of yours. I hope everything will be well for you. Good luck for your As. If there's ever any chance for us to meet again, i would be really happy. If not, I wish you all the best. I'm finally moving on, finally, definitely.=)
Back to blogging. Had been really busy these few days after exams. Worked since friday, and tomorrow, im working again after working for the last 4 days. Had so much things to do out of a sudden. Life wasnt really great i must say, but nothing i can do. Gonna continue no matter what. Things really changed drastically. Hot and cold, cold and hot, i can't read your mind. Dear HRM, please have mercy on me, and let me get my long awaited A ! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE ! I have done whatever i could and the last thing i could do is burn the book and drink it. All i need is an A tomorrow.=X
Long time since i posted. Had loads to say, and finally decide to blog. Life's not great at all these few months. Obstacles come after obstacles. I tried hanging on, I dont wanna fall again. Facing it all alone, i really feel lost at times, i had no one to turn to, i dont wanna be a burden, and i kept everything to myself. I'm not trying to be negetive, and i told myself not to. Tired in my mind, i only have a simple wish, to have a good night sleep. I couldnt remember when, i can have a goodnight sleep. I never felt so tired before, i never felt so busy before. I keep asking myself, how long more can i go on like this. I need a turning point. Seriously fuck my life, FUCK MY LIFE.
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-Quek Yuen Chai -10/04/92 |
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